But how, you might ask. Well we all have a Divine blueprint. It's called DNA in the world of science, but it has it was already know by our great great great ancestors! The roots are finally found in ancient wisdom and knowledge. Making it available to those that seek. My whole life was and is about seeking and finding, through trial and error. That's what makes the game of life fun! My timeline will show you how I did it, and where it brought me this wisdom. Let me show you how I climed up the mountain, let me lead the way, give you a hand, show you my tools so you can find yours.
The day that my personal and unique timeline started, I was born on Friday the 13th at 5:55 AM. Little did I know then what a trip this life would become. My parents created my form, much love to them for that<3
I had vivid dreams, I dreamed with a sense of taste and smell. I felt energies and had a lively imagination, or did I?! ;-) I watched the moon and had, without knowing, my firts kundalini experiences already at this very young age.
I remember the talk I had with my dad in the back of our family car like it was yesterday. We where driving to my grandparents when a thought came to mind and I shouted 'Daddy, daddy, I know what the most important thing in the whole wide world is!! What do you think that is, my father asked. 'Well, Love of course!'Love is what all people want and need so therfor it is thé most valuable and important thing in the world.'My father laughed and said; 'No my sweet, it is money and power that is the most important thing in the world. That's whats makes the world go around and controls everything.'.... I tried to argue with him, but being a girl of just 6 years old, I could not convince him... But neither could he, lol. I still feel this way and now out of experience know that Love is of the highest. It is what unites us, it's what we are made of, feed off, create out of and so on.
I just loved my Barbie dolls! Almost as much as I love dto draw and be creative, but playing with Barbie and Ken made create my own world. For real I made up my own language. Going on holidays I just babbeled something that was not Dutch and the kids at the pool always seemed to innertsand what I was saying. So, as soon as I got my first dollies, I made up words. Only to find out later that it was English! And that the words I imagined where real words. How funny!
School and collage was not my thing. I got my diploma's to start my own business but looked for the 'easy' way, I wanted money to become free and leave the house! So i took a job with inside education to become a cosmetics store manager. Meanwhile I had my first relationship, explored going out to the clubs and dance my ass off!
I just came out of my first relationship of 2 years and my parents could no longer hold me back so I booked a 1 week trip to Spain! with a friend! And there I fell in love with a 6.2 guy from London, born in Pakistan. Not my first kiss but my firts intro to another religion. He came to Holland, but I was to shy to think he would like me for real. Lokking backwards I was glad cause he told me at the end of that week he was send out to get married to a girl his parents told him to marry and he did not know her yet.
Being brought up without any religion but having all these psycic experiences and having lots of fears during the night times, being bullied en beaten by other kids because of how I looked and was 'different'than the other kids, I was finally able to do my own thing. At my job I had a college that was a Reiki teacher, so I spend a weekend with her and was initiated and fully activated. I got my Tera Mai Reiki 1e grade.
As conditioned as I was, I got married at 22 with my second boyfriend. Little did I know about love and marriage. I married for the wrong reason. I felt so insecure and was conditioned that live was about getting married, and have a career and than have a baby some day. Then I would be successful in life, that my parents would be proud of me.
The first predictive dream I can consciously remember.
How funny life or nature works. I wanted a career, at least that's what I was taught that was the goal in life, I felt a calling. A voice inside me wanted to become a mother! After a complete medical research within the hospital, I got treated with hormones. I had only one egg and all other tests failed. I could not be pregnant. But... I was! A miracle the doctors said and my little girl was born on the 24th of March 1998. Our souls belonged together.
In my new career as make up artist my boss had created an event together with some other beauty stores. An event regarding a new brand called Manifesto by Isabella Rosalini. Whom was a model for the brand Lancome untill they decided that she was to old at the age of 40. As revenge she started her own brand and went across countries to promote her brand. Within this event me and 10 other colleagues preformed a make over all day long with her products. It was an amazing experience when she signed my promotional t-shirt and told me I did an amazing job with her products. Her aura was serene and strong, I can still feel it when thinking about it. And yes, I still got the t-shirt!
After the birth of daughter, I went into a depression. I was not happy. I went on anti depressant for 2 month, but they made me feel nothing! Feeling numb is not who I am so I became aware on what was wrong and how I was conditioned by the world around me. My inner self showed me that this wasn't the path that was meant for me. I took a leap of good faith, wishing a better life, a better wife for my (ex) husband and for myself. I got a divorce. Not knowing on the how, but inwardly knowing it was the right thing for us all. So here starts yet another life within my life's journey. Becoming a single mom and starting all over! Just the two of us.
Just being divorced, I went out and danced again! Not noticing any man, I was free to be me! But there was a man, and a college of him asked for my phonenumber. The rest is a whole nother story on it's own haha. (My future husband<3)
I had a natural gift for working with colors and seeing the female face as a blank canvas, creating a perfect face for everyone! My talent did not go unnoticed, Dior invited 10 most talented make up artists and send them to Paris for a Master class with Dior's make up creator at that time. At the end they wanted me to go on and see if I could make it as a backstage artist, but as I was a single mom, I choose to be with my little girl and say no to an international career. I never regretted ;-)
In surch of more answers I found my first introduction to Quantum physics.
After a deep depression, in which I had a death wish and had developed bulimia, it was time to think clear again. Time to think about my daughters future and on what I had intended for her. A family life! I chose to be in a relationship with my mind. Thinking it was the right thing to do. Setting myself aside, convincing myself my feelings and other dreams than the dream of being a part of my own family did not matter. I was alone for 8 years and now there was a guy that wanted to take care of us. I got in a relationship in which the man did everything to convince me he was the one. So after while of dating, we bought a house in 2010. I had it all, so I thought.
My first far away trip, Kenia! For the first time in my life I witnessed how it felt to be an alien on earth. Kenia was beautiful and ugly at the same time. So much polarity I had never seen. From total nothingness to such wild life , I was in aaahw..... Met some Masai and heard the sound of silence for the first time... Looking back I can say, I was like a child, open eyes, taking it all in, no judgement, just tapping in to the spaces I was in. Such a gift to be able to open my eyes to another part of this world.
After Kenia came Curaqao, after that Poortugal, these where the gifst of a relationship.
Having it all in thé eyes of the world is nothing in the eye of the self. The narcissist I lived with did me a great favor, he showed me my strenght! He showed me what I was not and what I wanted to become. The true me!! So I left, trusting that the universe had my back. I had developed bulimia again so I looked for help and moved to yet another home for just the two of us.
Of course my journey had it's affect on my daughter. Again being just the two of us, me always working to keep our roof, food and extra's. She not doing well at school, being out on the street with 'friends'. And me, well, I re connected with my soulmate, my love, the one I loved ever since I got my first divorce. He helped us pick up the pieces and after a year on being on our own, we decided that we should move in with him.
What a magic to finally be living with the love of my life! I moved all of our stuff, I was never this happy. Everything was looking like a dream come true but then faith struck like lightning. 3 Months in my Love his heart stopped. We got all the luck of the devine will, He lived to tell the story and got an ICD.
Beecause I had been married so young and being a single mom for 8 years, now was the time to explore more and have some fun! My future husband had never been to any dancing festivals and I just love dancing, so we decided to explore the scene, whoop whoop! Including the experience with the dancing scene if you know what I mean ;-)
Out of the need to show the world that my love realy loved me too and that he wanted to share his life with me forever that would be, he had asked me to marry him on the ICU a few hours after he almost left this plane. So here, on the 12th of September 2014 we had our dream wedding. on the beach, with our bare feet in the sand we officially said yes to become One.
Due to stress I lost a lot of weight, but due to my will power and having my husband as a personal coach, I became a lean muscle machine. Working out like 5 times a week and eating a whole lot of good stuff! At that time my strong body kept my mind equally strong. Working out was like meditation to me, or was it? Looking backwards I must confess, I was suppressing emotions. Again...Survival mode ON.
The chaos and order, the trial and error during the past of my journey and the process I went through, my body needed to release. But as survival mode I was, I had kept going. Leading me to this point. I Burned out.
My burn out went from awful to the deepest, darkest, state of almost going insane. I dont know the exact date but I do remember every detail. That day I went for a drive. looking back I wanted to escape from myself. But was it realy me or my darkside? I got an intens panic attack while driving, so my higherself just got enough fuel to get me parked. I called my husband. I could not reach him. So not only panic but a feeling of no sense and being totally lost got over me. He called back after 30 min. Meanwhile I was crying and raving in the car. I told him I was not able to drive home. I wanted to, but did not know how.. I can't remember how I got home, but I did. The moment I arrived lots of triggers went of, insanity was just a glimps away! Then the moment came as I said Í am on the edge, I think I can't hold it no more..". My husband took me in his arms, not saying a thing, he just loved me. Like a white void came over me. I don't know how long it was but I watched my higher self and my little self (ego?) standing opposite to one another. My higherself opened it's arms and said; Çome my child, I am here for you, I see you, I love you, come'. The baby girl was picked up and it felt like coming into the arms of the most loving and devoting save arms of a mother. Then the higher self said; Let us do it together, let us work together, you no longer need to this all by yourself. We have to do this together. I love you. Lets us co-operate side by side. Together we can do this!... I came back to reality, knowing what to do in total calmness.
The next few days I picked up my old hobby, Quantum physics, spiritual knowledge, and so on. I got a Youtube account and like send from above, all the info I needed to hear came to me even before I could ask the question. That night I had a very specific lucid dream. I stood in a golden light and I heard the words; 'You are GOD.'. The next morning I cried and cried. Not out of grief or hurt, no, I cried out of all the love that came over and in to me!
I just got a hunch, I had seen such an amazing painting, and me being me I said to myself, I don't have to buy it Í can do this myself'. So I bought a canvas and some paint, put some chinese music on and started painting!
My job had become my prison. It was time to move on. I had learned all my lessons but could not see until my burn out would not go away, my husband gave me the final push. I started another dream, my own business!
What a wonderful, a couple know by friends really liked my very first painting, but they had a huge wall in their new home so they wanted my first and gave me me the assignment to create 2 more.
A new assignment that inspired me so much that I was able to get it done before the expectation date. Making the reveling a big official surprise.
The universe or my Innerverse ;-) had already connected me to tribe. I found James Sevan Bomar, Astralquest and Secret Energy a year before this moment. I was in their first whatsapp chat, invited by one of his YouTube video's I watched. I entered The Innerversity 1&2, I became s Specialist but... I had a dream, a wish, a call, but... Then there was Keymakers show and and I typed my deep pain in to the chat. Sending it energetically to brother Isaac,I realy wanted and needed an answer for that next step. And what do you know, I got all the love to make me go in all the way lol Next day I became an Ambassador at Secret Energy!! You can catch the replay at 1:03:41, Going Quantum ever since<3
When you follow your heart, you follow your dreams, when you follow your heart, dreams come true. Like a mentioned, I went quantum! Flew to Costa Rica. My first trip alone, flying for 13 hours to meet up with my global family! The moment of seeing them all, all dressed in white, standing in a silent circle, hand in hand, waiting for me, I could only cry. Love almost overwhelmed me, I met my soul family for the first time in the flesh in this lifetime!! This was the day I had been waiting for all my life.
I was introduced to the Human Design system by Secret Energy ambassador training. It was a system I was captivated by cause it had all the ingredients to show how the mecanics and dynamics of a person was set my the planets. Our cosmic configuration. I knwe instanly that this was the first step to know self so I dove in, bought all the lectures and books and studied it 24/7.
Very soon after Human Design I crossed the Gene Key transmission. The evolution of Human Design. It showed me that after you study the mecanis, you get the the story line of each individual. Every-body's story is Unique! The foundations where build in the past and now I know my future!
I had invested so much that I even sold my car. But because I was so happy and fulfilled with my exponential growth, I got over my shop addiction. I was drawn to the Gene Keys again, but I had no fund so I applied for a scholarship and what do you know, I got it! And started with the Seven Sacred Seals teachings by Richard Rudd. To find out I have four of them in my hologenetic profile. Another piece to the cosmic puzzle.
I was intoduced to the plant medicine called Ayahuasca by very dear friends of mine a couple of day before, but did not feel the call until just a few months before this weekend. I got prepared by the knowledge of brother Sven and brother Daan. I followed the guidelines to respect the spirit of Gaia, the ancestors and myself. I got a wonderful and amazing rewarding journey that is beyond words! I recieved so much knowledge and wisdom that are now part of my being until forever. It quantified my entire being, again! Is that possible you ask, oh yes! Your being has so many layers. So many accords. Raising your frequency is an inner mutation that leads to transfiguration. And in the Gene Key language, this is my life's work.
Now I was so deep into the Gene Keys and Ennealogy i felt the call to expand with a next step and knew I needed someone who spoke my native language that could help go deeper within self. I googled and found Lysanne, Dutch Gene Key Ambassador. The next 3 months she took me throught my whole Gene Key hologenetic profile. I dove deep and unlocked those parts of myself that where still closed or hidden.
Another opportunity to meet up with tribe in real time and show my husband the beauty of Costa Rica. What an amazing trip! Experiencing my natural uniqueness, the true reflection in the now, in the beauty of nature and in the presence of my cosmic family. Such a gift to be able to go and be in my Siddhi state of being. Also meeting new people and hearing there life's story is always a gift to me.
'Corrinda maakt inspirerende en bleidende analyse van de Gene Keys om te ontdekken en het belichaam het doel van je ziel, bevestigd door haar eigen levens ervaringen.' 'Corrinda makes inspiring and guiding analysis of the Gene Keys to discover and embody the purpose of your soul, confirmed by her own life experiences.'
When my psycho-synthesis coach had watched my profile evolve and knew my whole journey through life, she knew the potential and asked me to join The Gene Key Netherlands community so she could eventually take a step back and retire for a bit. I felt the call on so many levels so I said Yes! Now hosting The Gene Key of the week online community and more development is coming. I am so grateful! My path is unfolding in so many ways and it brings total fulfillment to my life's journey and experience. This is what I was preparing for all my life! To be able to be a new kind of leader, a bridge builder, a way shower by embodiment, the role-model who knows the way to self, the real God if you may, your source, your innerverse!
As my path kept evolving into my destination in this life time, syconisity after syncronisity, Living in resonance with my path, I was asked to set up A Healing Circle for Gaia Net! Wauw, When you read your devine blueprint and words that describe your future, it still only will makes sense once you are aligned and it presents itself to you. That you go like óooohwwww, aaaaah, so that's what those lines meant! Life truly is just a cosmic joke, lol.
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